Monday, 3 August 2015

Inexperience breeds disquiet

My man recently pointed out that he acknowledges my "inexperience". While I think this was an attempt to be conciliatory, I feel deeply inept. I would not consider myself to be overly shy or naive. Admittedly, I am probably overly self-critical and I feel like my sexual inexperience is a liability but, in the context of the conversation we were having, I was left feeling totally inadequate.

In my usual style, I have pondered this at length in the last few days but am coming up short. I know I have had very few partners for my age (well, any age if I am honest) and I am well aware that my man has had more than his share of women but I figure that's the past and we should leave it there. Should I point out that he's slept around? No. I think that's inconsiderate. He's made his choices and I have made mine. I feel like I am being penalised for not being a slut.

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