I am starting to build some pretty fierce walls. Each time someone lets me down or treats me badly I manage to add another brick to the wall. I am fighting all my natural instincts. I am relying on music, dance and distraction to get me through.
Acceptance is powerful. Once you accept something it is much easier to cope with. My mantra is working: I am not worthy of love and never will be. Once the truth is acknowledged the only way is up. So , go on, shit on my heart. I'll encase that shit in teflon coated bricks so each subsequent steaming dump penetrates less than the last.
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