I am on an emotional roller coaster most of the time. This is a significant improvement from where I have been in the past, unable to feel emotions. At least I am not at the point where I have moments of joy. And some are just spectacular!
I think Pink sums it up well in Chaos and Piss with the lines "I also feel things more than I should. I don't relax very often, as often as I could". I am at peace with the former and am working really hard on the latter. I am creating space to breathe.
I am not good at relaxing. I don't like sitting still. I think it is symbolic. I am in a place I don't want to be.
However, this week has been too much. I am knackered. The thought of couch time is very appealing at the moment.
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