Fucking shit up

I just can't seem to get anything right. I try so hard to do the right thing; to make people happy; to help out; to make others feel special and to show my love to the people I care about. But I just keep missing the mark. I seem to fuck up at every turn. I'm exhausted by it. After all my efforts I just get thrown to the wolves. I'm tired. I am so fucking emotionally drained.